I believe that in every heartache I had, God wants me to know what it is like to feel pain, what is the reason why I should feel it, what I should realize and learn, what is its purpose and how can I make something good out of it. He lets me understand more about chaos, sufferings, helplessness and that we are all blessed in so many ways. We shouldn’t focus on what went wrong. We cannot live our lives full of complaints. Everything is a gift. Every heartache is a great experience and a personalized lesson. He gave those lessons because He wanted us to understand what we are capable of – that we are more than the stereotype of men. We cannot be blinded by pain. Pain is something that everyone has felt before. No one got exempted on hurting. He lets us feel it to know what it is like to be on the ground. We experience heartaches and sadness so that we can appreciate happiness.
Today is not an ordinary day. Today I am blessed. Today I wasn’t late for work. I didn’t got hit by a truck. I wasn’t in that bank that was robbed a while ago. I didn’t fell of the stairs. I didn’t ran out of shampoo, etc. There’s just too much that could’ve happened today but didn’t. If that today is an ordinary day because nothing awesome happened, think again because nothing bad happened either. Be thankful for those what you call boring ordinary days.
This blog is for my random thoughts, realizations and reflections in life. I do not talk much about what I did but rather what I realized and learned for the day. I do not admire tv and movie celebrities but those people with much sense, who stands up for what is right, with good heart and good intent – bloggers, writers, musicians, artists, composers, parents, responsible daughters and sons, youth leaders and newscasters. I am not a fan of those re-blogging quotations and other stuff that is already given that is why I pick wordpress rather than tumblr. I like to learn more about this life. I like to appreciate it more. I want to live it fully (not the crazy bucket list type) but U WANT TO LIVE THIS LIFE RIGHT. I am happy with this gift. I am happy I was hurt, judged, lied to, used, back stabbed but nothing is gonna stop me from loving this precious life He has given me. I am gonna take care of it and if others don’t realize this yet, I am gonna take care of theirs if they let me to. I don’t want readers to agree with everything I blog about. Just stop by and take a glance. I hope they can also see this world with His eyes through their hearts – everything is beautiful.
I am Tep. I am 24. I am not a writer but I have a lot on my mind so I might as well share every thought.